Who am i?

I don't know what happen to me again.
I try not to be moody.
I try not to be angry.
But I still can't make it.

You didn't reply my sms and didn't pick up my call.
I'm fine with it.
This is because I already use to it.
And I did put myself in your shoes to think.

BUT

Do you know what day is today??
OR
May be you don't know it??

I tot we will eat together.
But then end up not.
I know that you can't left your friend alone.
So I'm ok with it.

This afternoon,
After I had my meal,
I vomited in the toilet.

When on the way back,
I really felt like playing under a heavy rain.
So that, it will calm me down.
This is because I could not shout out loud.

But,
At the end,
I didn't managed to play under a heavy rain.

May be I'm just too 自私吧！
I'm sorry.


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My ptptn stuff is another headache for me.
I really want to burst dy.
But then I can't angry at them.
I can't show my temper in front of them.

Sometimes,
I really do feel that they very "fan".
I'm very lazy to talk to them.
I'm very lazy to explain to them.
I'm very lazy to give reasons to them.

Every time they call,
I will sure get angry and answer them with a different tone.
I'm so sorry for my attitude.
But then I really can't take it.

I'm so sorry.