friday - 24/7

24/7
is a day which can't be forget..
terrible memories...

I almost fainted again...
This time is worse..

1st time faint..
will be totally blank out in few seconds...

2nd time almost faint..
will feel very pain and weak..
*lucky parents was there*

3rd time almost faint ( this time )...
will feel pain and weak too..
but both of my hand will shiver and cramp..
cramp till i also got shock..
my eyes can't really get to see...
it's just like black and white...
transparent...
the white block is becoming more and more while I'm walking to look for place and sit...
keep on sweating like no body business...
plus I was alone outside in KL SENTRAL..

this is really a bad experience for me..
actually..
i tough i will can't make it and by walking half way will faint over..
but lucky...
i get to stand it and overcome it..

when I'm resting...
*shivering, sweating, cramping*
i tot of calling you...
but i think you are sleeping..
because you didn't reply my previews msg...

therefore,
i called up my sis...
because she was the nearest person that i know..
then i wait for my parents to come...

while waiting...
i want to call you too..
but i scare you will worry..
plus at that time i don't have energy to call dy...
* i was so wanted to hear your voice that time... *
* you are in my mind all the while *
* the 1st person who came to my mind *

I feel like sleeping at that time...
but i tell myself...
i can't sleep till my parents reaches...

after half an hour...
they came and bring me to doc...
sorry for making you guys ( parents ) so scare and worry...
hopefully won't faint again...

mum....
i know that day you actually get to hear what i sing to you de...
hehe..

My body is really very weak...
hope it will be stronger stronger and stronger..
because i want to take care of you...

we just left 1yr to go...
must APPRECIATE each other...
don't always argue dy..

after this incident...
you should know how IMPORTANT are you in my HEART...
I didn't lie to you...
plus...
this morning *last part*...
i will ONLY HELP YOU do...

plus don't relate me and her together...
because my heart ONLY ENOUGH SPACE for 1 person...
that is YOU...
YOU ARE MY VLP...
muakz...


*YOU HIT MY BUTT MAN....*
^^