hot tempered..

this few days..
i really don't have mood..
my tempered is very bad..

passed the driving..
but don't have the feeling of happy..
when parents said want to help me celebrate my advance birthday..
i lagi don't have mood...
feeling really bo shuang...
i'm so sorry of my tempered..

having smile on my face??
but it's just a fake smile..
it's a cover..

swimming awhile..
just get to relax my mind awhile..
after that still the same..
mood still didn't change at all..

why must everyday also no mood??
can't it just stop??
i hate no mood de me..
everyone lagi hate like that de me..
please think positive..

i know the things that you saw today is not really my fault..
but if you are no mood then it consider as my fault..
t.t

my birthday is coming soon...
but i think nothing will happen to surprise me ba?
or can say that so far no one get to surprise me...
no one get to make me really happy and laugh out loud on my birthday...

i know how to tell people don't think too much...
but i myself can't even do it...
iiisssshhhh...