you might think that i had changed...
or may be i really had changed...
but i didn't realize...
everytime i scold u or just don't want to answer your question...
because sometimes i really think that your question is very " fei "....
so i choose not to answer...
you always came in with a happy happy mood...
but i know that you are acting...you just hope that i'm happy...
somehow i can feel that you are suffering from my reaction...
but 你在忍我...你在让我...
i don't really know what is happening to me nowadays...
i just know that...only YOU that i will react like this...
whenever you talk to me....sometimes i don't feel like answering...
whenever you treat me good...i will automatically be angry...
whenever you touch me...i will feel uncomfortable...
but whenever i scold you...after that...i will feel guilty...
because i know that you have no wrong...
the problem is just on me...
but i don't know what is the problem that make me to be so...
can you explain???
i know you are a good person....and treat me as your family...
but i don't know why will i react like this...
or may be you can say that...i hate guys...
i have unpleasant feeling for guys...
or may be...i don't need caring...
the more you treat me good...
the more i feel that i'm an idiot...a bad person...
this is what i can say till now....
oo?that guy make you so sad ah?hmm...later I repair him!!hng!!
ReplyDeletebut I think he hopes nothing...just want you to be part of his family..
Detective Conan said before: Doing something against the law (murder) must have motive behinds it, but there will be no explaination to do something good.
He must be blame himself.He not asked to born as a guy! He wants to be a close person with you...do you think he wants to become guy if you accept the caring in condition of same sex with you?
haiz...he just hope to become a person who can help you release stress, feel better...but now seems like he gave you some problem is it?
I will tell him to keep his mouth shut.apologise apologise!!!
Yours beloved,
Shawnee Guo