决定错了吗？？

what is happening???
am i wrong??
did i did wrong??

i know you miss me...
wanted to talk to me on call...
same as me too...

but then not that we didn't talk on call...
we did talk on call...which 1hour...
although i not welling to off call...
but i still need to off call...
because i do think of the following days usage...

If we talk all at once...finish up the money...
then the next day...we can't even chat on call dy....
this is because i don't have much money dy...
is this what you want???

I still need to save money to pay back stephy (老姐)...
I still need to save money to go down and find you...
because of this reason...怎么不舍得我也得管电话...

because of this....you cry...because you too miss me...
said that i don't know you miss me...aihz....
because of this we argue ( 冷战 ) again???

the words in sms...
really make me damn down & ANGRY...
it's really damn COOL like FREEZING in the water...
those words....is the words of your 冷淡 & 发脾气...

*at one time...i really wanted to scold you dy...but then i just ignore it..*

I admit that i don't know how to 逗人开心...
that is why i just keep silence...and hope that you will change your mood soon...
but i'm wrong...because your mood will not change...but still maintain till the next morning...

this morning...i can't get you...
because your hp off...i called another hp...also can't get you...
you said...it's because your hp sot dy...and another hp inside the room...
do you know that i will WORRIED about you???
do you know the FEELINGS when i can't find you???
do you EVER know how worried am i???

finally get to reach you dy...
but your voice like....don't want to talk to me...
sms also like very weird...aihz...
once hear that...i'm really damn ANGRY...
i don't know what to said dy....
i'm speechless...

I know that you miss me...want to see me...want to hear my voice...
same as me too...
but we still need to think of our future usage...
we are not rich now...wait till we got money...
what also can do...


p/s : 宝贝...我在这边发泄而已...不用将介意我写的...
请你体谅我...
我的心情是由你的心情而变的...
难道你不懂吗？？我只希望你开心...

可以不要在我考试期间“冷战”吗？？