feelings & thinking...

wow~
today's exam...
speechless dy...
aihz...

always hoping that tomorrow will come faster...
but now...
i don't really hope that it come faster...

this few days...
once reaches at night..
i will not be in a good mood...
may be because i'm just too disappointed...

the things that we want is slightly different...
I want to have fun, relax, go for outdoor shopping(cinema,sing k,have good meal,etc...)
* do not want to stay at home anymore....*
you want to have fun with your friends, want to accompany your parents, need to stay at home...
* many dates going on....*

but we do have the same things that we wanted....
WE WANT EACH OTHER TO STAY TOGETHER...
want the another half to follow their plan...
* so till now..there is no decision yet *

the most important thing to me is...
I DO HOPE TO WATCH FIREWORKS WITH YOU (alone) AGAIN...
* do you get me??? *
this is what i really hope for...

is transport important??
if i have a car...can everything be solve??
will you follow me at night instant of following your friends??

you just have 1 body...
you can't split into 3person...
although i know that christmas eve...countdown...
it's a very interesting day to celebrate with...
may be you would like to celebrate this last christmas with your friends and countdown with them...
* because you said that... for now " friends and lover are same"..because you left not much time dy"...*

may be you can separate the things out...
meaning that...you can date each group a different day and different time...
this will make you feel better...and not to be too stress...
all come at once...you will only get to choose 1...
meaning 1 out of 3...
understand??
there won't be having 3 different dates in a same day, in different place, at different time...

but to me...
i don't know why...
only this year...
i do really hope to celebrate and countdown with you alone...
but from your words...
it really disappointed me...

don't know why...
i will tot of... if you didn't go to that camp...
will you change?? will you choose to celebrate with me??
lolz...paiseh...i know that my this thinking is very selfish...
i'm so sorry...

i know that...
you trying your very best to fit in everything...
but i can just say that it won't works out as what you expected...
no matter how...
i do hope that...每人让一步...
meaning that...you can have lunch with your camps friends...
but at night...pls go out with me for at least dinner...
* i don't want to stay at home that much *
don't know will this be successful...
but still...don't put much hope is better...

about tomorrow's last paper...
gambateh lo...
wow~ will be siting in grand hall wor...
actually nothing special la...just first time siting inside there for exam...
just simply WOW~ only...
okok...
that's all for today...
just pray hard to god that...
everything will run well for tomorrow...

pls prove it to me...