messy feeling...

tomorrow i will be having my 2nd paper...
and day after tomorrow will be having my last paper dy...
christmas eve also have to sit for exam...
aihz..but luckily...
this time don't have exam on christmas itself..

just now...i was trying to release my stress...
by buying things with my cousin...
don't know why...when i'm with him...
i will feel relax and happy...
thanks lo..

but....
happy time will not last for long...

my heart...suddenly feel like it's breaking...
why must i listen to all this things??
*you telling me your experiment...want to share with me..be honest to me..*
but do you know at the same time...
what is my feeling mar??
*hard to express it out* with those music...

i only hope to countdown and celebrate it with YOU...
* this is why i'm putting you in the 1st place, i even cancel all my friends dates.. *
because i do think that this might be your last celebration in MALAYSIA...
I DO REALLY HOPE TO COUNTDOWN WITH YOU..like last year...
but end up...it's not the answer that i wanted...
suan le ba...
this is call...希望越高失望越高...

thanks for you being honest to me at this time...
and thanks for you saying that you just want to love me only...
* i was very touch*
i do know that...that person is messing up your mind...
but then i do hope that..we will get through it together...
because I DO LOVE YOU too...

tomorrow's exam...
wish me luck ba..
hope that i really get to concentrate...

nic..
don't think too much...
i know you can de...
gambeteh...
prove it to yourself and everyone to see it...